I need you. I miss you. And most importantly I love you.I know it’s late for that, I missed every chance I could’ve had. You have a boyfriend now, and you seem happy. I hope you’re happy. But I can’t help but feeling down everytime I see a photo of you with him, or the things you say to each other. It really breaks me inside like nothing ever did before.And it’s my fault. All my life I’ve been making excuses. I’m always scared, scared of the future, scared of the unknown, scared of many thing and I don’t know why. I’ve fucked up many great opportunities I had. My life would’ve been so much better right now if I would’ve taken those chances.The thing is, I knew I loved her since the moment I met her. Well, maybe not “loved her” but I definitely “liked her”. I can’t explain it but I just knew there was something about her… something special. I tried to hold back my feelings because this time there were actually a real excuse for not doing anything. I even tried to convince myself that I didn’t like her, that I just though she was pretty or hot or whatever, and that was all. But it wasn’t all, my feelings were stronger than me and I couldn’t handle it anymore.I told her how I felt in new year’s eve, she was single back then. She told me that she didn’t see me that way and we agreed that things were too fucked up for us to have something. And I accepted that, I let it go once more. I should’ve took my chances, I hate myself for that.Two months later she started dating her now boyfriend, out of nowhere. We were suppossed to be great friends and I didn’t even had a clue! It was all so sudden. We didn’t even talk about it for more than a month, we just pretended nothing happened, even though it was pretty obvious. I think maybe she didn’t tell me anything or avoided talking about that because she didn’t want to hurt me, but it did.And here I am, sitting all alone with my computer at 3am in the morning, writing all of this because I feel really bad and there’s nothing in the world I wish more than having you by my side right now and be able to hug you. You’re never going to read this, and probably no one on tumblr will read this either, but I just needed to do it. Good night. Bye.
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I need you. I miss you. And most importantly I love you.

I know it’s late for that, I missed every chance I could’ve had. You have a boyfriend now, and you seem happy. I hope you’re happy. But I can’t help but feeling down everytime I see a photo of you with him, or the things you say to each other. It really breaks me inside like nothing ever did before.

And it’s my fault. All my life I’ve been making excuses. I’m always scared, scared of the future, scared of the unknown, scared of many thing and I don’t know why. I’ve fucked up many great opportunities I had. My life would’ve been so much better right now if I would’ve taken those chances.

The thing is, I knew I loved her since the moment I met her. Well, maybe not “loved her” but I definitely “liked her”. I can’t explain it but I just knew there was something about her… something special. I tried to hold back my feelings because this time there were actually a real excuse for not doing anything. I even tried to convince myself that I didn’t like her, that I just though she was pretty or hot or whatever, and that was all. But it wasn’t all, my feelings were stronger than me and I couldn’t handle it anymore.

I told her how I felt in new year’s eve, she was single back then. She told me that she didn’t see me that way and we agreed that things were too fucked up for us to have something. And I accepted that, I let it go once more. I should’ve took my chances, I hate myself for that.

Two months later she started dating her now boyfriend, out of nowhere. We were suppossed to be great friends and I didn’t even had a clue! It was all so sudden. We didn’t even talk about it for more than a month, we just pretended nothing happened, even though it was pretty obvious. I think maybe she didn’t tell me anything or avoided talking about that because she didn’t want to hurt me, but it did.

And here I am, sitting all alone with my computer at 3am in the morning, writing all of this because I feel really bad and there’s nothing in the world I wish more than having you by my side right now and be able to hug you. You’re never going to read this, and probably no one on tumblr will read this either, but I just needed to do it. Good night. Bye.

Ted: You haven’t been acting like a guy who’s about to get married, and I know you think it’s okay because Robin’s so cool, but I’m telling you, she’s not as cool as you think she is.Barney: Oh, I see. And you’d know this because you know Robin better than I do. You know what she appreciates better than her own fiancé.Ted: I’m just saying, if I was getting married in three weeks…Barney: But you’re not getting married in three weeks, Ted. I am. Robin’s marrying me, not you. Truth hurts sometimes…
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Ted: You haven’t been acting like a guy who’s about to get married, and I know you think it’s okay because Robin’s so cool, but I’m telling you, she’s not as cool as you think she is.

Barney: Oh, I see. And you’d know this because you know Robin better than I do. You know what she appreciates better than her own fiancé.

Ted: I’m just saying, if I was getting married in three weeks…

Barney: But you’re not getting married in three weeks, Ted. I am. Robin’s marrying me, not you.


Truth hurts sometimes…